Free from ignorance

I'm free from ignorance today... \(^3^)/

my mom looks dislike with me but she is not too ignore me. Is that because i'm pretend that i'm sick? Because when i say my stomache sick she told me to bath with warm water. Give me a cup of hot tea. And cooked me a cow eye egg. How lucky i am. But then i should drink some medicine. But it's okay. It won't makes me die right?

but now i'm so sleepy. So i have to go bad now.
Bye. See you soon. Oh ya, it's raining today. Perhaps tomorrow will not raining...



_RedRose

16 Sept hapy or unhappy

There's a big announce today that makes me feel happy.
For tomorrow...choir is coming...yeah...(Big smile)
finally, i can sing those song. See all the graduate,full of happiness.

There's a carnival today at my faculty. I'm on the way home now. I just spend 4 hours there. Ya, you know..my home is too far. So i can't go home late.how sad. Because i want to see how the carnival going...but it's okay. I should choose the important one. If i should stay over at my friend's house, that'll be more tired.


Perhaps that tomorrow will be more hard and busy than today. Oh ya..i think my mother will eat me or maybe ignoring me, because of today. Because i'm too emotional today and makes my room like got a destroy from tsunami. I hope she's not ignoring me with a Voldemort face in harry potter.


_RedRose

What's the friends are for?

Is there any good define for a friendship? Because until now, i still can't define what those friendship is? Is that a sense? Or just a word? Why if that's only a word, that can makes me cry and also fed up? Am i too emotional? Am i too show up my ego?



_RedRose

Is that gonna be an ego?

Hi!
I'm still laying on my bad now. Today the graduation part 1 started. So the schedule is free. That's why i'm still close my eyes now and still feel lazy to type this post.

There's gonna be a fest today at my faculty. Started on the afternoon until about 11pm. Cih...how can i go with it?my house is too far away, how can i go home on the late night?

If i stay on my friend's house, mom will gonna be lonely today. Because my brother will not gonna be at home today. How poor me. How can i separate my body into two, the first part will attended the festival and the second one with my mom at home. I'm just really confuse. What should i choose?

Is that'll gonna be am ego if i'm not attended the festival or it'll be an ego if i left my mom alone at home?


_RedRose

15 sept night15 sept night

Now is about 11pm, i've already arrived at home at 9pm. It's been a busy day, i should interview my senior and friend. So, i spend all day today just for interview. Then finally, i forget to lunch and now my stomache feel so sick.but it's okay.

So, today i've been meet many kind of people.everyone showed up today,a person who looks like a killer now look so fun. I don't know why. The happiest thing for today are i meet CB. I just wanna told you, B means B***y.i don't know why i should meet a person named B***y and why i should fall in love with him? The same thing like i've ever do to another B***y.

have i ever told you before about a choir? Ya...it's a bad news for me. Many days i spend for choir couch,but then my faculty had another even for that day. So,we can't sing in a graduation choir. How sad...




_RedRose

ps: now i'm sleepy and tired

15 September - still on the way

Now, i'm on the way to the university. I'm wearing a blue cloth now. It's not important, it's just for a manners. So, what things i wanna do today? I don't know...it's gonna be some mentoring for today until 6pm. And before that i have to attended two class until 11.40am.
After that, i should waiting until 4pm to attend the mentoring, with my mentor S*i and D**i. Both of them are kind person.

Hmm... The sun already comes up,and it's a little bit warm here. But still, because of i'm on a motorcycle, it's still feel cold. If only my home is not far away from my univ, i'll go 30 minutes before the class start from home.

Please pray for me so today will not gonna be a bad day and will not gonna be very tired. Because i'm fed up with my senior.

_RedRose

losing spirit on Wednesday nightlosing spirit on Wednesday night

I've just finish watching a movie now. It's about 11pm now. I can't even see a clock clearly because my eyes was really tired and sleepy.
13 hours on and doing many works. Tomorrow i had to wake up at 4.30am. I don't know how can i face a lesson for tomorrow at 8am.

Now i'm not really feel better because my stomache is really sick and unfortunately i'd almost throw up. I don't know why. Maybe because i'm too tired, and also getting cold. Oh my... Please don't let me fall down. I really don't want to give up but, i also have a limit energy. I can't push my own self. I don't wanna be a weak person, but, when ever those limit come i should stop.
And i think, it will be show up soon.


_RedRose

I'm tired

Today, every thing was going not alright. I'm really tired, the briefeing of my faculty have just ending at 7pm. I'm really tired. Moreover my house is far away enough from this university. I need more than one hour to reach home.
Don't you think it's really hard for me? It's really hard for me to finish all of my task in one night, whereas i have to get up at 4.3 0 in the morning to get ready for college!
Tonight, i have to saw a movie, because for tomorrow meeting we have to discussed it.beside that, i have to interview about 65 people.

I know those interview make us more know about our college academic system. But it's really hard for us. Because beside that task from faculty orientation, i have to finish the study task too. If there's someone who want to sell their energy and soul, i'll buy it one. Because i think i could did in a sec.

_RedRose

why?

Since that days..why am i feels so mad with my faculty? Is that because of a pain that they makes in my mind and in my heart? Or maybe because of I didn't like my faculty anymore?
That's impossible. How can i hate my faculty? I really want to be a good psychologist. I really want to be a succeed person.
So... Why does it have to be like this? Why that i feels like this? Does anyone know? Because I don't even know why...


_RedRose

WD In a New Dimention

It's been so long that i never seen WD face since our university activities started. I don't really know why she never seen until oneof my friend said no one know why she didn't came in and never seen even in her faculty. She really makes me worried. I've ever told you before that she was one of an worrying girl besides RDU does.

I don't know when I started to taking care of other people's business. I was really too interfering. But she was really worrying because she send me an mean messages.

She asked me if I ever know any Psychologist or not. I said, my mother does, but now the Psychologist never seen anymore because of she had many job besides working on the hospital where my mother work. then WD said...

"Poor me."

after that i never knew how she is. She never reply any messages of me, even any chat of me on facebook.

It was really worrying.
I want to help her. I want to be someone who could solve her problem. but she's too loner and she always covered her self. The only precious thing of her is she is very kind, moreover... she is too kind so anyone can take many advantage of her.

Today, she send me a message. She said that she came to the university. She looks very sad, i could see in her eyes. Moreover her dad called me to take care of her along today. I really want to make she happy today. I don't wanna see any tears falling down on her eyes.

Today... I could make her lough without any question about her problems. I never asked why. I always ask "what?" What you gonna do next?

Someday, when I have already be a very good psychologist... I'll help you WD. Someday, I'll take care of anyone like you. I'll take care of every people besides be. No matter how poor she or he was, no matter how rich. I'll help them out. Out of their problems.
So I know how it feels to be needed and not become only trash.



_RedRose