The Unforgetable 18 Surprise Birthday

Friday, July 29, 2011

Today I'm going to be awkward in front of my friends. Today we decide a meeting at DIS's house.
When I know this plan, I've guess there should be something special today given by them. I think they gonna make me an surprise birthday party. Maybe because they don't celebrate it yet.But I don't want to speculate something that is not necessarily going to happen. So i try to avoid this speculate mind.

Then I pray to God, if it all not going as I hope... I just want to be honest and resilient .... Everything was not always going as we hope right?
Because, if everything always going as we want... everyone could be a God. Have they luck and can change all in this world.

Then when I came to her house, we just chat as usual. And there's nothing happened along we chat.
I think, there's nothing could happened. I almost get very crazy with this mind. How could it come to mine? This crazy thing come suddenly into my mind.

Then we decided to watch dvd. I was really serious watching this film until they came from my back and singing

"Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday to you... happy birthday... happy birthday.... happy birthday to you..."

I got very awkward and I had almost cry. God.... It happened as I wanted. Is it a gift from You? Is it a gift because you want to cheer me up?
Is that true? Even though my birthday has passed, I still can get this precious gift from the other.

God... I really feel thanks to you.... It's really....
Hauuuuuh..... I'm really speechless.

Thanks for this special gift Allah...
Thanks my friend.... DIS, LS, VNR, ALH, INH, O**i

_RedRose

난 널 정말 사랑해

That's not the only way

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Today maybe could be a better day for some people, and also could be a bad day for another people. As my friend does. Today is the announcement day of the selection test for university.
One of my friend NAK, get it through. but ALH did not get it. That maybe was a terrible day for her, sense of disappointment was really annoying. I know how it feels.

It's really hurt when you get this disappointment. Your world like spinning fast and makes you get dizzy and fed up if anyone talk about your failed. I just wanna try to console her but, I don't know how. I don't wanna make she thought that I really mean with her.

I've try to console her now, but I don't know if it works or not. But i think she already better now. Hopefully...

Now, listen.... When you want to get a thing but then you can't even reached it. It can not be said that it is a failure. Maybe, it's just the way where you can reached all that you want. Remember, maybe Allah not give you a thing that you want. But Allah always give what you need to get it through.

So... Try again and never stop believing. Try again and don't you ever give up from your dream.
No matter how far it was, no matter how hard, no matter how many times you fall down... just try... and try again.

That's not the only way to get your dream, sweet hearth. That's not the only way. Allah always get many ways for you to get your dreams come true.

Cheer up Sweetheart.

_RedRose

Kagayaku Sora no Shijima ni wa - In the Stillness of the Shining Sky

Original / Romaji Lyrics

tsumetai namida wo tataete

toki ga michiru koro

anata wa hikari wo sagashite

yami wo hiraku darou

akane no utagoe

sono mune wo somete yuku

eien ni kogarete

chiriisogu shirabe no you ni

kagayaku sora no shijima ni wa

watashi no niwa ga aru

itsuka anata ga tadoritsuku

migiwa no kanata ni

tsuki wo mamoru yoru no yami ga

sasayaku komuriuta

nakanai kodomo no hitomi ga

yume ni nureru made

sayonara

nidoto wa aenai anata dakara

itoshiku kuruoshiku

yoru wa mune wo eguru you ni

kagayaku sora no shijima ni wa

anata no ie ga aru

tsuki no ochiru yami no mukou

minamoto e kaeru

hosoimichi

English Translation

When you are overflown with cold tears,

and when the time is ripe,

you'd probably have sought out light,

and shattered darkness.

The Persian-red singing voice

slowly dyes your chest the same color,

as if it's an eternally yearning

and swiftly dispersing melody.

In the stillness of the shining sky

is my backyard garden.

Some day you will finally reach

the other side of the shore.

The night's darkness, while guarding the moon,

whispers along a lullaby, on and on,

until the eyes of the children,

who no longer cry, become soaked in dreams.

Farewell...

Since I will never see you a second time,

it feels like my chest is being hollowed out

by the night, dearly and madly.

In the stillness of the shining sky

is your home of return.

Beyond the darkness where the moon sinks

is a narrow path that leads you

back to the beginning.

Kanji View

冷たい涙をたたえて
時が満ちる頃
貴方は光を探して
闇を開くだろう

茜の歌声
その胸を染めて行く
永遠に焦がれて
散り急ぐ旋律(しらべ)のように

輝く空の静寂(しじま)には
私の庭がある
何時か貴方が辿り着く
汀(みぎわ)の彼方に

月を守る夜の闇が
囁く子守唄
泣かない子供の瞳が
夢に濡れるまで

さよなら
二度とは会えない貴方だから
愛しく狂おしく
夜は胸を抉るように

輝く空の静寂には
貴方の家がある
月の堕ちる闇の向こう
みなもとへ還る
細い路

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Description: Insert Song

Written, Composed and Arranged by Kajiura Yuki
Performed by Kalafina

Sorry if there is a lot of mistakes.

_RedRose

The Slightly Chipped Full Moon

The Slightly Chipped Full Moon This is an Lyric of The Slightly Chipped Full Moon, one of original Soundtrack of Kuroshitsuji II. This is one of nice, slow and touching song. Album / Collection: Black Butler II Original Soundtrack Track # 21 Description: Alois Trancy's Theme Performed by Yucca The full moon slightly chipped That's so me So please Save me and hold me tight Just make me all right Under the dark clouds Wingless swans in my soul From the fortress, a pessimist My howl in the night, To the isolated star Don't drive me crazy Everything seems too far The sky so deep Spread endlessly How on earth can I get to the strawberry field? The full moon slightly chipped Uncertain Oh please Save me and let me smile Just make me all right Over the bed of trees My heart spins around My howl in the dawn To the isolated star I dare to forgive you Everything seems too far But care for me tenderly How on earth can I get to the strawberry field?