sekarang semua orang sudah terhanyut dalam tidurnya. untuk pertama kalinya aku online sampai semalam ini. biasanya aku hanya online sebentar, bahkan tak sempat memasuki post sedikitpun.
akhir akhir ini aku jarang sekali menulis, padahal itu salah satu impianku. aku harus bisa menyelesaikan tulisanku... sebenarnya semua sudah ada di dalam otakku, tapi rasanya malas untuk berjam-jam menghadap ke komputer untuk mengetik semuanya. tapi aku meu enjadi penulis yang handal, yang sanggup menerima semua konsekuensinya jika aku memutuskan sebuah tulisan yang harus aku apakan.
hal yang membuat aku senang dari seorang penulis adalah... ia akan mementukan takdir seseorang atau beberapa irang. ia harus menentukan nasib semua tokoh. harus tahu persis objek yang ia buat, harus bisa membayangkan kalau ia adalah objek tersebut. harus tahu bagaimna rasanya kalau jadi objek tersebut. itu yang aku suka.
_TheRedRose
Friday, 30 October 2009
Catatan singkat _RedRose
hari ini pembagian rapor bayangan. semua murid pasti menanti-nanti. aku senang saat meihat nilaiku. lumayan lah. aku cukup bangga pada diriku sendiri.
ya... meskipun aku berharap nilainya lebih tinggi. tapi... ya sudah lah.
_RedRose
ya... meskipun aku berharap nilainya lebih tinggi. tapi... ya sudah lah.
_RedRose
Waiting For Someone
that day ... might be a day of fun and also a bit stressful for me.
i don't know how... and i don't know why.
on that day... he was very close to me.
I could not forget his eyes when he began seriously thinking ... maybe I'm just impressed with him alone ... I do not know its nature, is also not really know him very well. I just know his name and I knew if he was there.
for the first time I heard my name called by him, may have previously have been ... but I do not feel there was something different. well, maybe just thought it. I do not want to assume the title word that he said is a special word.
I can not fall in love with him. I can not do that. I must remember there is someone who I will, though I do not know when he arrived.
what was wrong with me? what is wrong with me? why I'm easily attracted to someone? just because a man who was waiting for me, gave me a freedom to love anyone as I choose, because he told me to do as me, so I do like this? so I feel free to like someone and eventually I fell in love easily?
whether this is supposed to?
he always said "DO NOT wait for me". then am I going to stop waiting for? looking for someone else and open my heart to someone else other than?
I can not control my self. i Can't do this.
_RedRose
i don't know how... and i don't know why.
on that day... he was very close to me.
I could not forget his eyes when he began seriously thinking ... maybe I'm just impressed with him alone ... I do not know its nature, is also not really know him very well. I just know his name and I knew if he was there.
for the first time I heard my name called by him, may have previously have been ... but I do not feel there was something different. well, maybe just thought it. I do not want to assume the title word that he said is a special word.
I can not fall in love with him. I can not do that. I must remember there is someone who I will, though I do not know when he arrived.
what was wrong with me? what is wrong with me? why I'm easily attracted to someone? just because a man who was waiting for me, gave me a freedom to love anyone as I choose, because he told me to do as me, so I do like this? so I feel free to like someone and eventually I fell in love easily?
whether this is supposed to?
he always said "DO NOT wait for me". then am I going to stop waiting for? looking for someone else and open my heart to someone else other than?
I can not control my self. i Can't do this.
_RedRose
Les 12
minggu ini full sekali dengan kata DRAMA. Hampir di semua sudut di sekolahku membicarakannya. aku sampai sampai merasa seperti di dunia lain. Semua orang sibuk memikirkan DRAMA apa yang mau di tampilkan? sedang aku semakin bingung dalam keadaan ini.
sebenarnya aku punya ide untuk drama ku, ya sebuah permainan peran yang dijadikan sebuah film pendek untuk tugas akhir bahasa perancis kami.
LES 12...
itu adalah judul yang mau aku buat untuk film pendek tugas prancisku. aku tak bisa menyampaikan ide itu kepada teman-teman, mungkin hany akan jadi ide yang ada di otak ku saja... aku tak mengerti.
apa segitunya aku gak bisa menguingkapkan semua yang aku rasa? kalau begitu kapan aku mau majunya?
entahlah...
untuk sementara ini biarkan aku diam.
_RedRose
sebenarnya aku punya ide untuk drama ku, ya sebuah permainan peran yang dijadikan sebuah film pendek untuk tugas akhir bahasa perancis kami.
LES 12...
itu adalah judul yang mau aku buat untuk film pendek tugas prancisku. aku tak bisa menyampaikan ide itu kepada teman-teman, mungkin hany akan jadi ide yang ada di otak ku saja... aku tak mengerti.
apa segitunya aku gak bisa menguingkapkan semua yang aku rasa? kalau begitu kapan aku mau majunya?
entahlah...
untuk sementara ini biarkan aku diam.
_RedRose
Baby Face - Drama, Love, Relationships
Its not about whose right, or whose wrong
Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong
Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault
It aint really bout that kind of thing at all
Its not about who does it, who done it, or did it to who
Dont matter if the both of you lose
Its really not bout nothing, cept for me and you
(Chorus)
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its not about the stupid things that we say
We're always saying stupid things anyway
Its not about the secrecy or the lies
Girl everybodies got a secret to hide
Its not about who was it, or was she, whose creeping on who
Wont matter if the both of us lose
Its really not bout nothing, cept for me and you
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Aint bout your pride
Aint bout your self
Its bout the two of you, and no one else
Aint bout the hurt
Aint bout the lies
Aint bout the crazy things thats running through your mind
Its bout the love thats spose to last and never die
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Repeat Chorus
_RedRose
Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong
Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault
It aint really bout that kind of thing at all
Its not about who does it, who done it, or did it to who
Dont matter if the both of you lose
Its really not bout nothing, cept for me and you
(Chorus)
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its not about the stupid things that we say
We're always saying stupid things anyway
Its not about the secrecy or the lies
Girl everybodies got a secret to hide
Its not about who was it, or was she, whose creeping on who
Wont matter if the both of us lose
Its really not bout nothing, cept for me and you
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Aint bout your pride
Aint bout your self
Its bout the two of you, and no one else
Aint bout the hurt
Aint bout the lies
Aint bout the crazy things thats running through your mind
Its bout the love thats spose to last and never die
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Repeat Chorus
_RedRose
Baby Face - Drama, Love, Relationships
Its not about whose right, or whose wrong
Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong
Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault
It aint really bout that kind of thing at all
Its not about who does it, who done it, or did it to who
Dont matter if the both of you lose
Its really not bout nothing, cept for me and you
(Chorus)
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its not about the stupid things that we say
We're always saying stupid things anyway
Its not about the secrecy or the lies
Girl everybodies got a secret to hide
Its not about who was it, or was she, whose creeping on who
Wont matter if the both of us lose
Its really not bout nothing, cept for me and you
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Aint bout your pride
Aint bout your self
Its bout the two of you, and no one else
Aint bout the hurt
Aint bout the lies
Aint bout the crazy things thats running through your mind
Its bout the love thats spose to last and never die
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Repeat Chorus
_RedRose
Its not about whose weaker, or whose strong
Its not about whose innocent, or whose fault
It aint really bout that kind of thing at all
Its not about who does it, who done it, or did it to who
Dont matter if the both of you lose
Its really not bout nothing, cept for me and you
(Chorus)
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its not about the stupid things that we say
We're always saying stupid things anyway
Its not about the secrecy or the lies
Girl everybodies got a secret to hide
Its not about who was it, or was she, whose creeping on who
Wont matter if the both of us lose
Its really not bout nothing, cept for me and you
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Aint bout your pride
Aint bout your self
Its bout the two of you, and no one else
Aint bout the hurt
Aint bout the lies
Aint bout the crazy things thats running through your mind
Its bout the love thats spose to last and never die
Its all about drama, and love, and 'lationships
And when the going gets tough, you deal with it
And you dont ever, you never walk away from it
You hold on, and be strong
Its all about drama, and trust, and making it
If your somebody, mess up, you take it in
Dont let no body come between you you just stay with it
And hold on and be strong
And Hold on
Repeat Chorus
_RedRose
Thursday, 22 October 2009
aku dan hal yang tak bisa ku jalani
hari ini ada perang dunia lagi. belum selesai lihat perang di bagian negara pendidikan, sekarang perang di bagian negara dalam. aku gak tahu apa yang salah dan apa yang benar. kebenaran yang ada pun aku gak tahu apa.
aku heran, kok selama ini selalu begini?
ada seseorang yang bilang padaku "JANGAN LIHAT SESEORANG DARI SATU KESALAHAN YANG IA LAKUKAN! TAPI LIHAT ORANG ITU DARI SEJUTA KEBAIKAN YANG ORANG ITU BERIKAN!"
Tapi...... aku gak mengerti apa aku bisa jalanin itu. Karena aku sulit melihat sejuta kebaikan yang ada dari orang itu, di kubu 1... memberikan sejuta kebaikan.
namun di kubu 2, kebaikan nya selalu di iringi dengan kesalahan.
LALU AKU HARUS MENDUKUNG YANG MANA?
APA HANYA BERDIAM MENJADI KUBU PENYEMANGAT KEDUANYA? LALU PERANG INI TAK KAN KUNJUNG BERAKHIR???
_RedRose
aku heran, kok selama ini selalu begini?
ada seseorang yang bilang padaku "JANGAN LIHAT SESEORANG DARI SATU KESALAHAN YANG IA LAKUKAN! TAPI LIHAT ORANG ITU DARI SEJUTA KEBAIKAN YANG ORANG ITU BERIKAN!"
Tapi...... aku gak mengerti apa aku bisa jalanin itu. Karena aku sulit melihat sejuta kebaikan yang ada dari orang itu, di kubu 1... memberikan sejuta kebaikan.
namun di kubu 2, kebaikan nya selalu di iringi dengan kesalahan.
LALU AKU HARUS MENDUKUNG YANG MANA?
APA HANYA BERDIAM MENJADI KUBU PENYEMANGAT KEDUANYA? LALU PERANG INI TAK KAN KUNJUNG BERAKHIR???
_RedRose
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